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Jan. 8th, 2010

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Okay so here is how i'm doing on my resolutions so far.

Exercising and Reading - Not so good. Winter time is not the best time to get yourself motivated to go outside. I have to work up the nerve to wonder out to eat. Tomorrow I plan on changing that though. I will get up and wonder over straight to the gym and after that I'm going to go the library. This will happen. So F for right now, "looking for improvement."

Being more social - I think i'm doing very well in this stand point. In the past two days my suitemate backed out of getting a house for next school year and I managed to find two people looking for a third person and go house hunting. So as of right now i'm giving myself a B. Yay!

Jan. 3rd, 2010

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Yesterday, my sister asked my mom if she could borrow the car to drive me back to school on Wend. on the basis that my mom has a better car for a 6 hour drive there and back. The response she got was my mom telling us that when she was 19 she didn't have a nice car, and that she worked hard to get her nice car. We felt like we missed a step. She asked for one day, right? Not a permanent switch? Plus . . . we're 20 now. Have been for a little while.

I don't get parents some times . . .

Jan. 2nd, 2010

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I made New Year resolutions. I normally don't, but if I want things to change I might as well start now. Plus i'm going to have more time this semester, which is always good.

The first one is the ever popular exercise resolution. I realized that I have exercised regularly since high school, and that made sad. So with more time I think I can wonder over to the gym for an hour a couple of times a week.

I want to read more. I also haven't read a non-text book in some time. If anybody has some suggestions for what I should read please leave a comment. I went to the book store with my sister and I didn't even know where to start.

Lastly, I plan on getting out more. Spending more time with people in general and accepting more invitations that I get. I complain about never being with people and being alone but it hit me that I never stick my head out to invite people places and I turn down invitations to go out because I'm scared of the awkwardness that might happen if I go. I guess this would also include auditioning for the musical. Must get over stage fright, must get over stage fright, must get over stage fright . . .

Those are plans. Only time will tell if they follow through. Well time and me.

Nov. 18th, 2009

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Maybe I shouldn't have made assumptions, and maybe I shouldn't have brought it up when I was still angry, but I know what I said is still the truth. I can't be upset that you're mad at me now, because you're not mad at me. You're mad at the truth I've spoken. You're mad that you got caught for doing a bitchy thing and got called out on it.

Sometimes a personality that can seem to be confidence is really just a push-you-under-a-bus kinda attitude. That's not attractive on anyone. Neither is a lier.
I can see their true colors shining through and they are not colors I like.

It really does make me laugh when people get mad at me for something like this. I called you out. You made your defense and I don't buy it so now you're ignoring me? How adult of you. I'm the kind of person who can share my anger and then still have a pleasant conversation with said person. As long as both sides have said all they can say, there's no point on playing the anger games.

Oct. 23rd, 2009

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I would just like it to be known that my place of work made a Whopper Pizza. It tasted exactly like a Whopper. My world just exploded into so many possibilities.
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Oct. 14th, 2009

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"Many who have spent a lifetime in it can tell us of love than a child that lost a dog yesterday."
- Thornton Wilder

My suitemate's dog died today. :(

Losing a pet is such a strange and heartbreaking moment. You sit there knowing you shouldn't be feeling this upset because it wasn't a person, but you know that you're mourning a lost friend. Because that's what they are. A loyal friend that sat by your side and loved you through it all. It's argued that they only love the hand that brings the food, but people who've owned pets for a long period of time know better. I know that in my family my mom feeds both of my cats, but I am the favorite of my cat Zara. I know that my dad is not a fan of animals, but my dog Chief was very attached to him for reasons that no one could figure out.

We don't know why they love us, but they do. And when the time comes to lose them we have to grieve, because it does hurt. It always hurts to lose a friend.
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Aug. 29th, 2009

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Me and my suitemate Katrina got my room all organized yesterday. Yay corner desk! We even put together my chair . . . we had to get out the hammer, but we still put it together! :D

Today is my day off from work, and i'm sooo glad. They keep trying to kill me whenever I go in there!

Aug. 27th, 2009

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Dumbledore Lives!! I saw him eating at Bob Evens!

I moved back into the dorm today. Man, I hate packing. I wish the Mary Poppins system worked in real life.

The new Rock is amazing. It looks so cool and interesting now. Working there is interesting though. Everything is changed now, so it feels like i'm brand new to the job again. Doesn't help the feeling that some Freshmen know more about what's going on then I do. *sigh*

I am really excited to be back. It's just a little weird that I have the whole room to myself now. Part of me wonders how two people managed to be in this room in the first place! I'm still trying to figure out how I want my room arranged. I wanted a corner desk for more space, but that doesn't seem to be possible . . . or at least more of the room needs to be moved about. Things will be worked out in time. :)

Aug. 25th, 2009

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Ewan McGregor keeps doing things that make me love him!


and I have a sandle tan from cedar point yesterday. :)

May. 6th, 2009

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The dorm is all packed up save for a few things. Not leaving 'til Thursday though.

We're sitting here in silence. We don't have anything to do, but we're sitting in silence. You're excited to finally be done with this and be able to move and start your life with him. I'm sitting here trying to figure out how to say goodbye. I've never been good at those . . .

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